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In the last week or so I have found at last the impetus to apply for some part time jobs. This followed a week of illness and a blocked base chakra according to my massage therapist who also suggested that it was possible I was not submitting to the need to commit to certain changes in my life, including letting some things go. Basically, I was not following my own inner guidance system. I was resisting progress in my life; delaying my good. I have since noticed little ways in which I delay my good, by procrastinating over small but key tasks. There is no explanation for why I delay on these tasks, they are not awkward or time consuming. I have simply got into a habit of delaying my good due to not believing that I deserve to do the things I want to do and have the things I want to have in life. Utter nonsense! I am happy to say that I can see my attitude is erroneous. Today I managed to mentally commit to starting a wedding planning business with a friend, order business cards for us both and set up a temporary website. All in one evening during which I also treated a client, cuddled my son, met with my music video director and caught up with a friend over the dinner I had cooked. Ok so it's 1am now, but I have my hot milk to wind me down; one late night every now and then wont hurt! Scarlet the unexpected hamster (see previous post)has just woken up - lazybones! See my handiwork at http://www.marishaweddings.co.uk/