This weight on my chest is very present today. During the session with David Isa, that was the second dominating physical sense in addition to the warm glow of wellbeing. My Osteopath, Meraz Ahmed is a bit of a healer and he has treated a tension in my chest on several occasions. My shoulders conversely feel a little released, so is it possible that the fasting has in some way loosened them? I guess we will never really know. The headache that threatened to develop into a migrane yesterday has in fact dissipated and my neck has stopped clicking. Why am I boring you with all these mundane details? I am just attempting to observe every change in myself as I go through this process of surrender daily. It's easy for me to squeeze out from under my own observation as my mind gets pulled back into the chatter of daily interraction. Once again, tonight a massage client has cancelled and I can't help but get the feeling that there are no coincidences. There is a reason that God, the Divine or my own higher conciousness or true self have engineered these circumstances to allow time and space for what needs to occur, whether internally or externally.
No comments:
Post a Comment